hi! last nite 2 late go home gonna scold by dad le.... stupid man.... always get scold... me now in sch... 2day no lesson again cos less pple come so teacher cancel the lesson... sian le.... almost everytime nothing 2 do... have 2 go do finish the Rhymonia budget n hand up... if not will gonna said by pple again... sian.... i now i start 2 hate being a treasurer le... got alot of things 2 do le.... always need 2 settle the money things le.... this sat is NE show le... hope it is fun cos got those Primary sch kids.... later goin 2 go take the ndp attire.... i koe liao it is a grey top n blue bottom.... wow lau very ugly le.... dun koe y always very ugly le.... got 2 do work liao...

hey!! 2day suppose 2 get the ndp attire... wow lau very disppointed le... they say cannot get.... wait very long le... wasting my time le...

yesterday 2 tired liao so go 2 bed early.... yawn.... very tired le... heehee my mum buy me a new shoe..... oh yeah 2day get the ndp attire le.... dun koe wat it looks like.... yesterday practice until very late then go eat with friends.....this few weeks will be very busy cos got alots of activities....

hai... 2day very sian le... go 2 ndp nothing 2 do there n very hot n rainy 2 le..... we r being left there alone le.... not like last yr... this yr not gd at all le.... everything is dis-organised... nxt wk is NE show liao le...

now is nite time liao 1pm liao.... still haven sleep cos i wan 2 write my blogger.... 2day very suai le..... my rest day no more le... cos i had 2 go sch pass thing 2 my friend.... wow lau the pple made me wait for more than an hour le... very angry le.... then i had 2 hand up the money thing for HT farewell party.... but the pple say cannot pass up 2 him cos got two stupid receipts dun hav stamps or dun koe wat la.... wa so troublesome le..... rush down for nothing le..... sian le.....

hi!! yesterday no lesson but at nite time having dinner with mrs. juilet Tan n those graduates n project mates.... wow... very fun n the food very tasty n nice.... again it was mrs tan paid.... it is a malay resturant n is at tiang jiong pagar there.... lucky my friend's dad send me to tiang jiong pagar there if not i will be very late to there.... yesterday taken my pass for the ndp liao... wow lau the photo they put is still using the last time one le... tat time they took one they didnt put le... the ndp attire they say sat then give us... this sat got ndp reheasal le... n is until nite time... dun koe this yr they give us wat food le.... hope dun wan KFC again.... i sick n tiring of KFC liao... cos tat time every wk is KFC.... okie gtg liao....

When I Saw U, I Was Afraid To Talk To U, When I Talked To U, I Was Afraid To Hold U, When I Hold U, I Was Afraid To Love U, Now That I've Love U, I'm Afraid To Lose U...

The fundamentals of love.

Think back to the day when you first laid eyes on her. You found yourself
charmed by the way she talks, the way she dresses herself to show off her
best features and the way she embraces life with her laughter. It seemed as if a mysterious "chemistry effect" has suddenly developed to draw you closer to her.

You two then began to meet regularly, and you discover more things that you
admire about her. Her clever ideas, her healthy values and the way she stands up for you when others doubt you. You find yourself thinking of her not just as a normal friend, but a very good friend. It is often during this period that a boy and a gal will start thinking of bringing their friendship to another level. After all, the kind of wonderful experience you have between each other can only become even better if it develops into a romantic relationship. In other words, the feeling is really unique -no one else seems able to replace her in your
heart.

So both of you agree to go steady and work even harder on the relationship.
You "graduate" to become a couple, and are the envy of the sea of singles.


When You Forget The Fundamentals

However, at some point in your relationship, you forgot how it all began.

You start to take your partner for granted. Why can't she laugh in a more
ladylike manner? Why doesn't she dress herself more trendily? Why must
she assert her views and point out your silly mistakes? Is she really the one for you?

To be fair to yourself and to her, take some time to reflect on your "love memory". The "love memory' contains all the reasons that you fell in
love with her right from Day One. It contains rarely accessed snippets of how your life has changed since meeting and loving her.

Pre-steady days, did you heap compliments on her for the brave way she
spoke her mind on bullies and snobs?You probably did. Did you like her unusual fashion sense that makes her stand out from the crowd? Right-o. So why are you criticising or finding fault with her now that she is your girlfriend?

Because you have forgotten the fundamentals of love, like so many of us. You have forgotten the reasons you admired her during the friendship
phase.

Instead, once you went steady, you put your "love memory" in cold storage.

As her boyfriend, you take up a new set of demands and expectations about
her. These new ideas are not necessarily better; they could put your relationship at risk.

The Secret Of Strong Relationships

A healthy relationship, like learning to walk properly, follows a step-by-step development. You can't possibly become part of a couple if you aren't friends in the first place. Ok, I know some of us break the rule and plunge straight into whirlwind courtship, but how many of those couples can go the distance?

Couplehoodworks well when there is something you like about her (and vice versa), and I'm not referring to merely the physical aspects.


So whenever your relationship hits a rocky path, don't give up without
checking on your "love memory". Rediscover the reasons why you fell in
love with her, and watch your relationship flourish with a newfound vigour.

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L-Listen O-Overlook V-Voice E-Effort

Love is to listen to the needs of the other party: giving without asking for returns, overlook the faults and find the plus point of the other party, voice out & say sweet things and express your happiness and words of encouragement for the other party, putting in effort, keep putting in more time to find the world of love.

hey me again.... now in sch n in IHP room.... now just finish lesson.... 2day also dun koe y feeling very tired n depressed..... later goin 4 the BE green meeting then go for HT practice.... sian le... thurs goin 2 take my pass n attire 4 ndp liao.... heehee.... 2day need 2 go wash the 5R free one photo.... cos 2day is the due date le.....

i hope 2 go learn driving le.... cos i hope 2 hav a car so tat it is convenient for me.... wherever i go..... but it is xxx le... i can't afford le.... n i also dun hav the time 2 cos i everyday got things 2 do n very occupy le....

hihi!! 2day dun have any lesson but got do some researches on my projects... i wait in sch until practice for CO start.... i dun hav eat any thing until i reached home at 10.30pm like tat then eat noodles at home.... first i practice my harmonica... after tat i ask pple help me take yang qin into music room... wah lou the teacher didnt teach me anything then tell the vp tat i still dun koe how 2 play yang qin... i just started not so long le cos tat time ask me play precation then i stop 2 learn yang qin for quite a long time le.... it is very insulting le.... they dun wan 2 teach me say la.... i every time go there learn myself le.... no one wan 2 teach me.... the new freshes came, they go n teach them... me le... i dun hav any one teach n i learn myself le.... very unfair le..... tat all!! very sleepy liao nitezzzzzz......

this few days very busy so didnt write anythings... sat i got HT farewell party so thursday friday had 2 prepare for it... thursday i n my project mates go down to tiang jiong pager there 2 do site visit 2 URA n reach there dun koe how 2 go 2 ura centre there in the end we walk around n around the area n ask pple 2... then in the end fastrated then we take cab down then it is just only the area there only.... wah lua waste money le... but not me pay is my project mate cos he say take taxi one..... after the site visit i anyhow take bus 100 then i fall asleep on bus n it bring me 2 alijunied
busstop there.... then i faster go down bus n take bus 100 back then again i fall asleep then reach 2 a place i dun koe where cos is the last station liao then i feel hungry so i saw a madonale then i go eat.... after tat i faster walk down backway then i saw a busstop there only got bus 92 so i no choice i take it.... lucky i brought me out of it n 2 a busstop got bus 61 so i took it 2 sch 2 meet my ht committees 2 buy food for the farewell party for bbq...... tat time we go nearby ntuc at bukit timah plaza there.... we buy until very late cos we choose n choose wat 2 buy.... we bring the food back 2 club house n store some of the cold food at the fridge n some in the cupboard..... by the time i reach home it is already very late liao......

saturday is the day for HT farewell party... we meet at club house then go 2gether....we wait very long for one of the ht committee 2 come n she said her mum got car can fetch us 2 east coast park there.... by the time we reach east coast it is already evening time liao... so we faster go there n rent three bicycles at 30 dollars le.... then we go buy more things tat we need n at tat time it rain le... so we had 2 wait it rain finish then some of them at the pit there start fire for bbq after the rain stop.... lucky the rain only rain for awhile..... we bbq until nite n we eat n later cake came n the graduates cut the cakes n we eat then we dad call me n told me go home so i cannot over nite there so i go home but it is very late liao so i ask one of the senior friend drove me home with his bike......

hey i told me friend send me home le... he ride bike le.... i first time ride bike.... wow lau very scary when i took it... i got ho hui tat i take it... but it is quite fun but my friend ride very fast at 80km so very scary n very cold le... cos the wind very strong when riding very fast..... thanx god i reach the mrt control station safety and early at 12pm like tat.... cos my dad keep pestatering me 2 go home n at tat time is quite late liao scare no bus back home so take my friend's bike home....

sunday i cannot wake up on time 2 go sch 4 ndp le... cos last nite very late then sleep.... i thought of staying over nite at east coast park there but my dad keep calling me go home so i go home lor... but i reach home and watch tv the ALL-IN last (esiposode).... paiseh dun koe how 2 spell.... then morning be4 i go sch i go west mall there 2 give the film shop 2 develop the films i took one... i go 4 ndp rehearsal but go there only see see the place n koe my group n where i usher n listen 2 the person-in-charge intructions... this thursday goin 2 take my pass n uniform 4 usher... very very curious le wat the attire will look like... hope it is very nice.... after the ndp things then i go take the photo for the farewell party tat i look most of it n also my personal photos.... wow... very nice le... i tink i took one very very nice le.... got one photo i ask my friend took one not nice le... got one finger covered le... wow lau is my personal photo le... she take antil like tat le....

hi! these few days very tired so sleep early.... cos after the BE FOC then i start 2 go back for lesson....

Tuesday time got black out le the whole of my place there gonna black out n it is very very dark but still got lights from the cars... my bro go 2 the bus interchange there fetched me back home cos very dark n dangerous n my dad keep phone me 2 go back n tat time i just finish the BE FOC n the HT meeting n go eat dinner.... i go mac there eat dinner wif my friends....

the last day of the FOC they hav social nite n we play until very siao le.... they already know each other well liao..... starting with the briefing n talks then after tat we bring them go SIM there eat lunch.... after lunch we start 2 play station games... wow very fun le... then after tat we had some refreshment then need 2 prepare for social nite... the theme is " the ugliest pple". it is very fun i laughed until siao le stomach pain... heehee... now recalled still laughing.... heehee.... yesterday i had HT practice... nothing much.... same lor.... have lesson for IHP lor.... tat alls!!!

hi 2day was a tiring n fun day...it is BE FOC day.... 2day is my first time n first day 2 be student leader n counsellor or student buddies.... i go 2 lt 26 n take my name card then start my first day of leading the first year BE students.... i n my best buddy 2gether n another pple called melanie is leading the group 1A01... wow they are so united le.... they play games 2gether... starting they r not sure or familar with each other.... we take their attendance n then asked them the phone no. then they start with those briefing then after tat send them 2 blk 56 the new teaching hub to their advisors then we go 2 meet our student for councellor....

after tat we bring them back 2 lt 26 for lunch cos they cater for them one... after tat we bring them go tour around np.... then after tat is their games time then finish... very damed tired man....

2day is a another day.... just came back home after the briefing of the BE FOC.... 2moro is the foc le... i go sign up then the lady like refused 2 write my name down le.... lucky got a guy that was the head of the activities for the event help me.... i got a FOC T-shirt le.... for free... 2day i meet with my best buddy cos she ask me go one... now goin 2 go do the budget liao.... i dun koe 2moro how cos i got lesson n i will miss it... n Mrs Tan 2moro came back hav lesson le....

hi 2day very very unhappy le.... me 2day goin 2 the attend the parent forum 2 do usher... at the morning i cannot wake up so i wake up late.... so when i reach school already 11.15am liao... my president put me fly kite... say she overslept... then i go canteen two... on my way there, i suddenly received a call from the pple incharge one i tink so... she started 2 scold me y i m not there n i should be there at 9.30am n have i get my blazer so on.... i was shock n dun koe say wat.... cos my friend ask me meet her 10.45am-11am like tat le... how i koe i should be there at wat time... i also dun koe anything abt it... suddenly gonna scold by no reason lor... i very siau le... every time not my business i gonna scold...then i go n sign up then take the blazer... i got 5 dollar allowance le.... very gd le... then we go eat our lunch.... then after tat we go meet our person-in-charge.... then we wait for a certain time then the person-in-charge brief us abt wat we need 2 do... she ask us go do the car-park le... wow lau... very hot le... outside of convention centre le.... then got enough pple for the car-park so the person-in-charge one ask me n one of my friend go do the main gate there 2 direct parents go in..... lucky there is under a big tree n got wind... if not i sure die of hotness.... cos wearing 2 long selves shirt le.... then i usher until 3pm then i go into the convention centre 2 help up... then after the parents had their refreshment then we had ours.... wow... u koe the foods got alot left le... i n my friends help 2 tak pao for my cassc friends..... got alot of chickens left le.... i only ate the cakes n puffs only... cos i not hungry at all..... then i take some fish back for my cat 2 eat.... startin very shy n paiseh 2 take le.... after tat i go for HT practice.... again being scold by teacher n graduates le..... i hate tat man... like whole day gonna scold le.... i very angry so i walk off instead of eating dinner with them....

i eat only fries for my dinner..... no one care abt me le.... always like tat..... i very lonely le.... my heart is breaking 2 thousand of pieces.....

"Always draw a circle around the ones u love, never draw a heart becos hearts can be broken, but circles are never ending......

i reach home early..... tats all.....

yesterday....42day morning wake up early n go sch 2 do research on our projects... wow seh... very tired le.... do until 1pm like tat then go off... i now slowly communicate with my project team members... it is quite okie.... after tat i went home... 2day is graduation day for those who graduate this yr 2004 batch.... my bro yesterday came back cos 2day he got graduation day... for him 2 take his diploma cert... next yr goin 2 be my turn 2 graduate liao.... i hope it is a very grand event for me n my parents turn up for my graduation.... i hope the day would come very soon.... so tat i can join the working pple liao.... heehee very qi tai....
i would MISS my friends A LOTS......

just now very tired do research until almost fall asleep.... this few days very late then sleep la... 2day i goin 2 reach liu xin hua yuan .... now going finish soon... i tink is the last few esiposode... 2day goin back home early 2 rest cos 2moro got site visit to bugis there for research.... okie gtg liao byebye.... later back home then continue my jounery....

always got a gal very nusicess le.... keep disturb me le n i dun koe him.... i dun like pple keep pestering me.... i hate tat...

hai... alot of activities is comin on... nxt wk monday got performance, this wk fri-sun got spring cleaning, nxt sat got farewell party, ndp reheasals..... so many ma... there are also got guaduation nite for CO members at Malaysia.. i hope 2 go there n play... there got alot of things can do like play majong, fly kites, eat seafoods.....

2day is a tiring day.. i need 2 write budget proposals for HT cos i was selected as a treasurer... got alots of things 2 do n meetings 2... i first time start to write proposals for HT n intructors fees 2...the western food in canteen one is really sucks.. very yucks not taste gd at all... i eat burger n fries for dinner n eat until my face turn colours... =x practice for monday performance until very late at abt 10pm ba... then reach home abt 11pm le.. very tired.. hai... so many things 2 do for CCA n very little things 2 do for IHP... i hate IHP.. its sucks....

I tat time got take up another interview for work in arcade there n the pple didnt call for long time liao... i tink again i was not empoly nor given the job... i dun koe y keep findin still cannot find... tired man... not work.... find so many liao... being rejected so many times....

NDP is comin soon n hope it would be very fun, interesting n exciting... i hope 2 koe more pple at the NDP there... heehee...waiting very long liao....

okie gtg liao... tat all!!!

Later goin to seng kang sec another site visit. wat a boring day too. still cannot find any part-time job. yesterday i go my friend's working place find her and get back my Snow Angel part 1 vcd which i lent to her on sat. At there, i ate a piece of toasted bread and a soft-boiled egg. It is my first time ate the egg. it is very nice to eat and i long time no eat liao. Next time i want to try the shop's ice-cream toasted bread. The shop is my friend said their bread tasted very nice so i go eat. Now, i had a little bit sore throat liao. I cannot take too much heaty food cos i will very easily sick. I already almost every month will sick 1 time. Very sua le.... Me now waiting and playing games to pass the time faster. O yeah!! i found the name card of the bread shop. The name is called Ya Kun Kaya Toast. Okie gtg liao.cya!!

hey... 2day very good no lessons...heehee.. i slept until about 11am++... i wake up and used the computer and check mail... heehee.. very free... i like freedom!!yeah!! After that, i went to watch my favourite show wan quan yu le at 2.30pm... i watch until 3.30pm.. my mum helped me buy noodle for lunch... thanx mum... then i fall asleep and almost forgot i meet my friend to eat dinner... i wake up at 4.15pm like that and faster go dress up and pack bag then go off liao... my friend msg me say meet me at cineileisure there eat pasta or pizza... so i faster take bus 77 to there. by the time i reached there, it is already 6pm liao.

At there, she already ordered a large pizza 10 inches, so i sat down and we eat together. the favour is mushroom and chicken pizza. After ate finished the pizza, we went to shop around. we walked into the arcade there and see pple play games. AFter tat, we walked to OG there buy things cos my friend wan to go there buy things. Before we go there, we buy ice-cream to eat.

we go OG and my friend buy the chocolate biscuit again cos she finished already. And also we share money and buy a bra-strip cos it say buy one free one so we buy and i also wan. After buy finished it is already very late liao about 9.15pm liao.so we went to take bus back home. there outside raining the whole nite. the sky is very red and it rain heavy. it just stop raining. before we go back home.

Last nite i watch liu xin hua yuan le... the shan cai still not with dao ming si.. very sad le... the dao ming si rejected shan cai le... the ye sha is a princess le.. The dao ming si mum very bad le... i hate her...

2day i get back my projects from the lecturers and find out that my projects done very good. it is always the exam or test no good that pull my results down. I hate it cos i get bad results. I put a lot of efforts in my projects but still get a not good results. I now need to chong cos third yr liao. This third yr, i dun wan to get any more D's liao... i hate D's......