hi ya... still online... now check mails.... wan 2 put photos but cannot put here cos need 2 have website... sian...

hai... very very disappointed with all my friends... i still haven finish with my surveys.. got alot le.. i still left 50+ surveys 2 finish... ask many friends but most of them dun wan 2 help... now already left only least than one month 2 finish my project... very slow le... died liao... my project mates also say the teacher like bio chai us... we wait very long liao 4 the surveys... then now not many pples wan 2 help us do surveys.... dun koe y... only a survey mah... cant help meh... for 5mins also cannot... sian... my friend also like tat ask for help say can so i give her but in the end she say she busy la dun hav bring it la... all sorts of reasons... dun wan help say dun wan la... i can do myself one la... i HATE it.... i felt all those friends like just used pple when they need help after tat they will throw u aside... me now very frustrate with the project... n i hou hui y take this stupid course... me very very tired liao... always like tat... i dun wan my results so bad le... i wan 2 hav gd results for my modules.... i felt like all those friends dun really treat me as friends n i felt tat they just wan 2 use me then throw me aside.... i dun hav real friend tat will always help u when u need help n only like tat they will treat u like real friends n very close anythings can talk under the sun.... n also can go out 2gether n share, care n concern 2 their friend like sick they will ask y? how cum, drink more water n so on.... n friends trust each other.... for me trust is very very impt... if u make me lost the trust n tat its no friend anymore.... no lies between friends.... n so on.... hai... me feel lonely if though i got friends.... cos i dun feel tat got friendships among me n them.... they only make fun of me... laugh at me... no respect of me... 4 me respect people first is very impt 2... if u respect pple then they will respect u 2.... n no selfish must treat any pple nice.... if though u dun koe them....