hihi!! 2day dun have any lesson but got do some researches on my projects... i wait in sch until practice for CO start.... i dun hav eat any thing until i reached home at 10.30pm like tat then eat noodles at home.... first i practice my harmonica... after tat i ask pple help me take yang qin into music room... wah lou the teacher didnt teach me anything then tell the vp tat i still dun koe how 2 play yang qin... i just started not so long le cos tat time ask me play precation then i stop 2 learn yang qin for quite a long time le.... it is very insulting le.... they dun wan 2 teach me say la.... i every time go there learn myself le.... no one wan 2 teach me.... the new freshes came, they go n teach them... me le... i dun hav any one teach n i learn myself le.... very unfair le..... tat all!! very sleepy liao nitezzzzzz......

this few days very busy so didnt write anythings... sat i got HT farewell party so thursday friday had 2 prepare for it... thursday i n my project mates go down to tiang jiong pager there 2 do site visit 2 URA n reach there dun koe how 2 go 2 ura centre there in the end we walk around n around the area n ask pple 2... then in the end fastrated then we take cab down then it is just only the area there only.... wah lua waste money le... but not me pay is my project mate cos he say take taxi one..... after the site visit i anyhow take bus 100 then i fall asleep on bus n it bring me 2 alijunied
busstop there.... then i faster go down bus n take bus 100 back then again i fall asleep then reach 2 a place i dun koe where cos is the last station liao then i feel hungry so i saw a madonale then i go eat.... after tat i faster walk down backway then i saw a busstop there only got bus 92 so i no choice i take it.... lucky i brought me out of it n 2 a busstop got bus 61 so i took it 2 sch 2 meet my ht committees 2 buy food for the farewell party for bbq...... tat time we go nearby ntuc at bukit timah plaza there.... we buy until very late cos we choose n choose wat 2 buy.... we bring the food back 2 club house n store some of the cold food at the fridge n some in the cupboard..... by the time i reach home it is already very late liao......

saturday is the day for HT farewell party... we meet at club house then go 2gether....we wait very long for one of the ht committee 2 come n she said her mum got car can fetch us 2 east coast park there.... by the time we reach east coast it is already evening time liao... so we faster go there n rent three bicycles at 30 dollars le.... then we go buy more things tat we need n at tat time it rain le... so we had 2 wait it rain finish then some of them at the pit there start fire for bbq after the rain stop.... lucky the rain only rain for awhile..... we bbq until nite n we eat n later cake came n the graduates cut the cakes n we eat then we dad call me n told me go home so i cannot over nite there so i go home but it is very late liao so i ask one of the senior friend drove me home with his bike......

hey i told me friend send me home le... he ride bike le.... i first time ride bike.... wow lau very scary when i took it... i got ho hui tat i take it... but it is quite fun but my friend ride very fast at 80km so very scary n very cold le... cos the wind very strong when riding very fast..... thanx god i reach the mrt control station safety and early at 12pm like tat.... cos my dad keep pestatering me 2 go home n at tat time is quite late liao scare no bus back home so take my friend's bike home....

sunday i cannot wake up on time 2 go sch 4 ndp le... cos last nite very late then sleep.... i thought of staying over nite at east coast park there but my dad keep calling me go home so i go home lor... but i reach home and watch tv the ALL-IN last (esiposode).... paiseh dun koe how 2 spell.... then morning be4 i go sch i go west mall there 2 give the film shop 2 develop the films i took one... i go 4 ndp rehearsal but go there only see see the place n koe my group n where i usher n listen 2 the person-in-charge intructions... this thursday goin 2 take my pass n uniform 4 usher... very very curious le wat the attire will look like... hope it is very nice.... after the ndp things then i go take the photo for the farewell party tat i look most of it n also my personal photos.... wow... very nice le... i tink i took one very very nice le.... got one photo i ask my friend took one not nice le... got one finger covered le... wow lau is my personal photo le... she take antil like tat le....

hi! these few days very tired so sleep early.... cos after the BE FOC then i start 2 go back for lesson....

Tuesday time got black out le the whole of my place there gonna black out n it is very very dark but still got lights from the cars... my bro go 2 the bus interchange there fetched me back home cos very dark n dangerous n my dad keep phone me 2 go back n tat time i just finish the BE FOC n the HT meeting n go eat dinner.... i go mac there eat dinner wif my friends....

the last day of the FOC they hav social nite n we play until very siao le.... they already know each other well liao..... starting with the briefing n talks then after tat we bring them go SIM there eat lunch.... after lunch we start 2 play station games... wow very fun le... then after tat we had some refreshment then need 2 prepare for social nite... the theme is " the ugliest pple". it is very fun i laughed until siao le stomach pain... heehee... now recalled still laughing.... heehee.... yesterday i had HT practice... nothing much.... same lor.... have lesson for IHP lor.... tat alls!!!

hi 2day was a tiring n fun day...it is BE FOC day.... 2day is my first time n first day 2 be student leader n counsellor or student buddies.... i go 2 lt 26 n take my name card then start my first day of leading the first year BE students.... i n my best buddy 2gether n another pple called melanie is leading the group 1A01... wow they are so united le.... they play games 2gether... starting they r not sure or familar with each other.... we take their attendance n then asked them the phone no. then they start with those briefing then after tat send them 2 blk 56 the new teaching hub to their advisors then we go 2 meet our student for councellor....

after tat we bring them back 2 lt 26 for lunch cos they cater for them one... after tat we bring them go tour around np.... then after tat is their games time then finish... very damed tired man....

2day is a another day.... just came back home after the briefing of the BE FOC.... 2moro is the foc le... i go sign up then the lady like refused 2 write my name down le.... lucky got a guy that was the head of the activities for the event help me.... i got a FOC T-shirt le.... for free... 2day i meet with my best buddy cos she ask me go one... now goin 2 go do the budget liao.... i dun koe 2moro how cos i got lesson n i will miss it... n Mrs Tan 2moro came back hav lesson le....

hi 2day very very unhappy le.... me 2day goin 2 the attend the parent forum 2 do usher... at the morning i cannot wake up so i wake up late.... so when i reach school already 11.15am liao... my president put me fly kite... say she overslept... then i go canteen two... on my way there, i suddenly received a call from the pple incharge one i tink so... she started 2 scold me y i m not there n i should be there at 9.30am n have i get my blazer so on.... i was shock n dun koe say wat.... cos my friend ask me meet her 10.45am-11am like tat le... how i koe i should be there at wat time... i also dun koe anything abt it... suddenly gonna scold by no reason lor... i very siau le... every time not my business i gonna scold...then i go n sign up then take the blazer... i got 5 dollar allowance le.... very gd le... then we go eat our lunch.... then after tat we go meet our person-in-charge.... then we wait for a certain time then the person-in-charge brief us abt wat we need 2 do... she ask us go do the car-park le... wow lau... very hot le... outside of convention centre le.... then got enough pple for the car-park so the person-in-charge one ask me n one of my friend go do the main gate there 2 direct parents go in..... lucky there is under a big tree n got wind... if not i sure die of hotness.... cos wearing 2 long selves shirt le.... then i usher until 3pm then i go into the convention centre 2 help up... then after the parents had their refreshment then we had ours.... wow... u koe the foods got alot left le... i n my friends help 2 tak pao for my cassc friends..... got alot of chickens left le.... i only ate the cakes n puffs only... cos i not hungry at all..... then i take some fish back for my cat 2 eat.... startin very shy n paiseh 2 take le.... after tat i go for HT practice.... again being scold by teacher n graduates le..... i hate tat man... like whole day gonna scold le.... i very angry so i walk off instead of eating dinner with them....

i eat only fries for my dinner..... no one care abt me le.... always like tat..... i very lonely le.... my heart is breaking 2 thousand of pieces.....

"Always draw a circle around the ones u love, never draw a heart becos hearts can be broken, but circles are never ending......

i reach home early..... tats all.....

yesterday....42day morning wake up early n go sch 2 do research on our projects... wow seh... very tired le.... do until 1pm like tat then go off... i now slowly communicate with my project team members... it is quite okie.... after tat i went home... 2day is graduation day for those who graduate this yr 2004 batch.... my bro yesterday came back cos 2day he got graduation day... for him 2 take his diploma cert... next yr goin 2 be my turn 2 graduate liao.... i hope it is a very grand event for me n my parents turn up for my graduation.... i hope the day would come very soon.... so tat i can join the working pple liao.... heehee very qi tai....
i would MISS my friends A LOTS......

just now very tired do research until almost fall asleep.... this few days very late then sleep la... 2day i goin 2 reach liu xin hua yuan .... now going finish soon... i tink is the last few esiposode... 2day goin back home early 2 rest cos 2moro got site visit to bugis there for research.... okie gtg liao byebye.... later back home then continue my jounery....

always got a gal very nusicess le.... keep disturb me le n i dun koe him.... i dun like pple keep pestering me.... i hate tat...

hai... alot of activities is comin on... nxt wk monday got performance, this wk fri-sun got spring cleaning, nxt sat got farewell party, ndp reheasals..... so many ma... there are also got guaduation nite for CO members at Malaysia.. i hope 2 go there n play... there got alot of things can do like play majong, fly kites, eat seafoods.....

2day is a tiring day.. i need 2 write budget proposals for HT cos i was selected as a treasurer... got alots of things 2 do n meetings 2... i first time start to write proposals for HT n intructors fees 2...the western food in canteen one is really sucks.. very yucks not taste gd at all... i eat burger n fries for dinner n eat until my face turn colours... =x practice for monday performance until very late at abt 10pm ba... then reach home abt 11pm le.. very tired.. hai... so many things 2 do for CCA n very little things 2 do for IHP... i hate IHP.. its sucks....

I tat time got take up another interview for work in arcade there n the pple didnt call for long time liao... i tink again i was not empoly nor given the job... i dun koe y keep findin still cannot find... tired man... not work.... find so many liao... being rejected so many times....

NDP is comin soon n hope it would be very fun, interesting n exciting... i hope 2 koe more pple at the NDP there... heehee...waiting very long liao....

okie gtg liao... tat all!!!

Later goin to seng kang sec another site visit. wat a boring day too. still cannot find any part-time job. yesterday i go my friend's working place find her and get back my Snow Angel part 1 vcd which i lent to her on sat. At there, i ate a piece of toasted bread and a soft-boiled egg. It is my first time ate the egg. it is very nice to eat and i long time no eat liao. Next time i want to try the shop's ice-cream toasted bread. The shop is my friend said their bread tasted very nice so i go eat. Now, i had a little bit sore throat liao. I cannot take too much heaty food cos i will very easily sick. I already almost every month will sick 1 time. Very sua le.... Me now waiting and playing games to pass the time faster. O yeah!! i found the name card of the bread shop. The name is called Ya Kun Kaya Toast. Okie gtg liao.cya!!

hey... 2day very good no lessons...heehee.. i slept until about 11am++... i wake up and used the computer and check mail... heehee.. very free... i like freedom!!yeah!! After that, i went to watch my favourite show wan quan yu le at 2.30pm... i watch until 3.30pm.. my mum helped me buy noodle for lunch... thanx mum... then i fall asleep and almost forgot i meet my friend to eat dinner... i wake up at 4.15pm like that and faster go dress up and pack bag then go off liao... my friend msg me say meet me at cineileisure there eat pasta or pizza... so i faster take bus 77 to there. by the time i reached there, it is already 6pm liao.

At there, she already ordered a large pizza 10 inches, so i sat down and we eat together. the favour is mushroom and chicken pizza. After ate finished the pizza, we went to shop around. we walked into the arcade there and see pple play games. AFter tat, we walked to OG there buy things cos my friend wan to go there buy things. Before we go there, we buy ice-cream to eat.

we go OG and my friend buy the chocolate biscuit again cos she finished already. And also we share money and buy a bra-strip cos it say buy one free one so we buy and i also wan. After buy finished it is already very late liao about 9.15pm liao.so we went to take bus back home. there outside raining the whole nite. the sky is very red and it rain heavy. it just stop raining. before we go back home.

Last nite i watch liu xin hua yuan le... the shan cai still not with dao ming si.. very sad le... the dao ming si rejected shan cai le... the ye sha is a princess le.. The dao ming si mum very bad le... i hate her...

2day i get back my projects from the lecturers and find out that my projects done very good. it is always the exam or test no good that pull my results down. I hate it cos i get bad results. I put a lot of efforts in my projects but still get a not good results. I now need to chong cos third yr liao. This third yr, i dun wan to get any more D's liao... i hate D's......

i now i just finish my IHP, waiting for my friend. My two friends, their results more good than me... i still feel very upset about it... Later, i going to take bus and find one of my friend cos she is working for her IAP. Me still finding part-time job to earn money to buy clothes that i saw and wanted and also a boot that i aim very long liao. it costed $40 and above so i need money to buy it. I already spent too much money liao. So, i wanted to earn back those money i spent away. My aim is to save $10,000 at the age of 24 ba.

Nowadays, Jobs is difficult to find cos i find alot liao but being rejected. some said don't want poly students, some said dun wan student and etc...

I feel very boring sometimes... waiting for my friend so i now decided to play games, so that all!! bye!!

Me sometimes hate to be in school but after a few going to school it is okay liao. I liked to work more than schooling. I feel lonely sometime even though i got friends around me. To me, sometimes i feel they are just wanting ur help only and do not really treat u as a real friend.

It is the worst semseter i even had. last time, my result was not so bad one i even can get A's and Band 1 for my subjects. I feel very terrified man...

2Day, we having interviewing and respondents for my IHP. The lecturer, Mrs chong was very good. she everytime gave us sweets to eat and to wake us up so that we won't fall asleep in her lesson. Got also one time she even buy us drinks like coffee, green tea or milo for us.

When i feel very lonely and want someone to talk to, i will alway tink of him and i will sms him and start a conversation by smsing. I still remember the first time he invite me to watch movie with him. He paid almost everything like the poporn, the movie tickets and the food for dinner ba, i tink so. Everytime i talk to him, he will talk to me back. He is quite caring. Last few weeks, he invited me to go to his ORD function. It was my first time going to a formal event, so i feel very uneasy. He is going to finish his army soon, i tink so ba. At the function there, he keep asking me what i want to drink and introduced his friends to me too. He kept helping me take foods to my plate. Nowadays, don't know y i sms him he didn't reply me. Maybe he is quite busy ba. He still in the army.

Hi!! Yesterday was a very bad day. After finish my IHP at 4.45pm, i asked my friend where she want to eat then she don't know, so we discussed until about 6pm like that then said that go ameen there eat roti prata that was my second time eat in one day cos i only left $2 for dinner. I paid $4 for giving my teacher, mrs chong that going left us soon a surprise cos the whole class wanted. I waited for almost 1 and half hours for my friend to come to join eat. After she came, i already late for my HT practice liao. I buy and eat one cheese and plain prata for my dinner. I walked and reached school at about 8.30pm liao. I only left half hour for my practice i faster go into the music room for practice. After finished my practice, i very tired liao so i go home instead of joining my ht friends for dinner.

2Day very very disappointed le...... cos 2day is the results of my last semester that came out. I opened up the computer and i saw my results. It is damn bad then the last few semester. I get 3Ds le... very sad...

Yesterday is a very tiring day 2. I woked up very early at 5.15am to prepare to go to punggol secondary for site visit. starting i prepared to take bus to there cos i asked alot of friends how to go there the yesterday nite. But i left my home at 6.30am so i scared will late so i took MRT down to punggol. I opened my computer and i used for more than half hour then i go out of my house. The jounery to punggol was very very long. It need at least one and half hour then i reached there. By the time reached there, it is already 8am. The place there very wuo lu wuo lu one. There is all long long grass and need to take bus then can go into the town area where there is HDB house. I faster go and took bus to punggol secondary. I saw bus 62 and i went up and took it. cos it is the first bus came. I don't koe it is a wrong bus. when i realised it, it had already go very far. Cos i asked my friend whether this bus is correct or not.

The teacher is the one that told us to take one, in the end is the wrong bus. Very suai le... in the end, i took back bus 62 to the interchange and took bus 83 to punggol sec and i became late. I reached there at 8.30am like this. There are set up finish the things in the hall so i helped up alittle on the boards. At there, there is nothing much to do, but only listening to the lectures talk. The programme ended at 11am. Then, we go down to eat our lunch or breakfast in the school canteen. I ate a bowl of Tom Yam Mee and spent $1 only le. I also buy a soya bean drink at 80c cos the seller charges me 10 cent more for a cup of ice.

After that, my teacher brief us on the things we needed to do in the afternoon time for our site visit. It is for something like our mini assisgnment. It is to look around the punggol area and other areas where there are HDB houses. I and my group went to the area near sengkang there. we spent about 2 hours to look around and get information for our assisgnment. We are the first group that teacher do spot check on us. After that, we took bus 103 to compass point there and rest and shop too. heehee we go there tou lan....At there we shopped around and i tink it is 3pm or more liao. We even go into a food stall called captain cook and at there i buy and ate an ice-cream pancake for $2.

After we ate finish, each of us go seperate way cos we stay dfferent places. I and my friends go bugis there to shop. We took bus 80 and it is also a long jounery so i slept on the bus until reached bugis. I and my friend go THIS FASHION there shop and after that go to bugis junction there walk walk and see see clothes. My friend got meet her friend and they go eat at long john silver but i got meet my best friend so i go off first.

it is already 6pm, i faster took bus 130 to raffles place there at robinson road there to meet my best friend to eat dinner. starting she want to go eat prata one but i suggested to eat KFC so we took bus 960 to orchard road to cinieleissure there to eat one but there no space for us to sit so we walked to shaw centre the KFC there eat and i buy a two piece chicken meal that is now offer one. it is $4.95. I eat until very full cos there are two piece chicken, one wipped potato, one colesaw and a cup of water that u can refill as many times as u like. I took Ice lemon tea.

After we ate finished our dinner we faster took bus 7 then change bus 75 back to school for some activities. The actitvity finished. After that i took 184 then change bus 61 back home. That all for today! bye!!

Nothing lasts long enough for us to appreciate, but having the chance to encounter it, we should ask for no more.

Days r made special with a smile! :)

Nutting is as real as a dream..the world can change ard ya...but ur dream will not..Responsibilities need not erase it..Duties need not obscure it..No one can take it away...

"Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too. "

2day is a boring day 2...
i feel very depressed....
morning time study again...
then afternoon time do nothing but 2day got discuss a bit on the town council mini-projects. After lesson, i and my classmate go to Mrs. juilet Tan office and help out to pack things for tomorrow site visit to punggol secondary school. We helped until about 6pm then i go home. I took bus 75 then change to bus 852 to bukit batok interchange. I went to West Mall to see see things. I went to Breadtalk to buy bread to eat and i brought 2 bread and finished it up. After that, I took the lift up to level 5, the highest floor and i go into the acacde and i played some games. Then, i saw a notice outside a shop inwest mall that say that they want to hire part-time sales assistant so i go in and asked for it. The shop keeper asked a lot of questions then i the end asked me to leave my telephone number and said they don't want to hire polytechnic students. After that, i roamed around the shopping center. Then go home.

yesterday was a very tiring day for me. i woke up very early in the morning at 5.45am and i open the computer and go into the internet to check things and see my mail.I also watch VCD the show called "Snow Angel". After that, i faster go and prepare for going out cos 9am i got the "Be somebody! - A special Entrepreneurship forum. It is a semeneair. After prepare finish, when i go out of my house, it is already 6.45am liao. I faster walk to the busstop behind West Mall and took Bus 66 to Bedok interchange there to change bus to Temask Poly cos the semenier is at Temask Poly (Auditorium 1). The Jounrey was very long so i slept on the bus until it reached the bedok interchange there cos that night i only slept for 3 and half hours only. when i reached there, it is already 8.45am liao. I received Calls from my friends, there call me to wait for them at the bus 69. So i waited at there for 20 mins. then they came. One of my friend take taxi and fetched us there cos it is already late. But we reached there they still haven started yet. We registered and go in to sit.
The forum is quite good cos it teached us how to be an entrepreneurship. It is quite long cos it is until 1pm in the afternoon. But we had tea reception and lunch reception, so there is break for us. After this event, I went to take bus to find my friend cos i meet her up. I went to the busstop and i dun koe which bus go where so when the first bus come, i went up the bus and asked the bus driver where this bus go and he say it go to Toa Payoh interchange there so i took it. The bus is bus 8. It is also a long jounrey so i also slept in the bus cos i was very tired and sleepy. when i reached the Toa Payoh interchange there it is already about 2pm liao. I waited for my friend come so i walked around the Toa payoh shopping centre. Finally, my friend came. She baked a cake in the morning and she gave me try and eat. It is quite nice so i ate 1 piece. It is a chocolate cake.

After that, we went to Mac and buy food to eat. We shared money together and with coupon, we buy a set macnuggets set lunch.
we talked with each other and eat too and the same time and we discussed where we wan to go. And we decided to go watch Toro who is a singer from taiwan at Tiong Bahru plaza and we dun koe which bus go there so we go asked the customer service and we took bus 143 to orchard and change bus. My bro kept called me that Toro going off soon. so we faster took bus. when we reached orchard, it is almost 4pm then we going to catch bus 16 but too late it ran away so we wait for another bus but my bro called me and told me that Toro signed finsh liao and take car go off liao. I and my friend very disappointed. so we go orchard shopping. we went into OG shopping center and roamed around see see. Then we brought food. My friend buy a box of chocolate biscuits and i brought a packet of seaweed. we shopped very happily then i think it is already 430pm ba and we went to robbison shopping centre shop too but just see see and try clothes. I say i want to eat the bread in bradtalk so my friend accompany me go in and i brought a cheese bread.

Then it is already 5.45pm, we are gong to late for our HT practice liao, so we faster go took bus 77 and halkway change to bus 75 to sch. luckly we can catch the bus 75 before it go off. Finally we reached school, it is already late liao, i think it is 6.45 ba. we practice harmonica with the guide of Mr ho, our instructor. We finish about 8pm. Then we go our clubhouse and at there we started to play Monopoly game. we played very happily. After more than about 1hour, we went to eat our dinner at king Albert park the mac. this time i choose Fish burger meal and one of my friend choose macchicken meal.we had our dinner until 10.30pm liao. We say Goodbye to each other and each of us took bus back home.

I reached home about 11pm like that. I was very tired. I on my computer and go online check mail.That all!!!

2Day is another day for my IHP-In-house project. It is quite boring cos we haven started any projects so there is not much things to do at the whole afternoon time. It is from 9am until 4.30pm. The morning time we study research metholodology and afternoon time we do projects and works. There i got my own working place, but i have to share computer with my project mates. very pathetic le... 4 share one computer. The school too poor liao... okie that all!!